White Oleander

I watched my favourite movie yesterday.Im in love in it since it came out.Alison Lohman Plays Astrid,Michelle Pfeiffer her mother.Renee,Robyn and other play the step mothers.I just love the climate,like a half-dream,pictures are really delicate,the music biulds the atmosphere of a fairytale.I dont know,its actually a sad movie,but it calms me down so much.And i think its pretty.I hope some of you will watch it.I dont know if you have seen "The virgins suicide",but its similar to this one.i recommend both ;p.


and i love Alison Lohman.She is very beautiful,the delicate kind of beauty,and talented as hell.She knows how to play a kid, a bitch and a psycho.did i mention that she is beautiful ?

The end of something unique...

Fuck...
I just cant stop crying,propably like many of ppl right now.Alexander McQueen,my favourite designer,a person i admire the most since i really got into fashion is DEAD.And as the spokes person of his brand has informed the press- it was a suicide.
I cant believe it... there are some things that only he could come up with,his style was unique...the shoes he made...gooood...and i know its awful but i guess im crying after his talent.On the other hand,i didnt know him as a person,i could just admire his art.But it is such a loss....I hope he won't get forgotten...Such a talent...god ohhh fuck!!

Ironic fun

Ok so im back.Not really better but the worst moment is over.At least now.I hope ill make it till june without other rehabs.Right now i dont feel like dressing up so i acutally put anything on but as it apperas stuff that comes out of that isnt that bad.Ive been watching fashion shows and I really liked the Roberto Cavalli hair and make-up.



Oh and i had my PROM lately.