Trees

Today our President died in a plane crach.His wife,coworkers,military officers,bischops.parliament ppl and many other important to the society and government persons died as well.Although i wasnt in fond of our president and many ppl on that plane,i do feel a loss.IT's sad and tragical.Our military suffered the most,almost all military departments' chiefs were on the plane.
The plane has fell into the woods after touching the trees.88 ppl + 7 members of the staff crew had died.
Those trees were growing for over 50 years.They were waiting.

Its easter.I hate it.I just truelly hate it!i dont know why ppl are all excited about it,its so fake ...i mean ...im spending it whith ppl i actually can handle being with,but...come on,its sooo fake!whatever,lately ive been pretty down like most of my school,because the matura exam is closer and closer.which sucks because as it gets closer im starting to feel i know less and less.we will see.i cant wait till summer holidays.4 months...mmmmm.So as its easter (yay!;/)i wish you ...wel..i wish that everyone who would rather spend it somewhere else ,would have the ability to do so (e.g. i am going to go out! whatever my mum will say,i will do it )
oh and these are some pics of my Morgan dress...i love it but i have it for like...3? yes 3 years,and havent wore it yet.but she is pretty.i like her,but but but -im too fat for it,i look like a whale XD still i KNOW that one day i will wear it.

The story

one day i went to a second hand (not like if it was unusual) and i saw this...i dont know,sweater?dress? i dont know what the fuck was it but i knew i wanted it.It was baggy (like XXXXL after being washed for a million times,grey,thick with long sleeves and this..damn it i dont know the word ;p somethin very loose around the neck;p i wore it for a month than my mother took it because she said i looked like a homeless addict.So we were fighting over it every day until she said " one day i will cut this shit up! so youll never wear it again" so i got furious and i did it myself.Actually...i Love it even more now ;p especially that dad gave me some old family jewels which match this THING (that i dont know how to call right now) perfectly ;)

Older ones

Bla Bla Bla i feel so bad .
I dont know why but im constantly tired.oh and im mad because every single day i want to take some photos of outfits,but i forget to.Thats annoying.But any way i found some stuff.

Flawless

So theres a lot of things i would like to talk about but...i dont know...i just dont feel like doing that today.
Yesterday my mum left to see my dad and now they're both hundred miles away from me...maybe that's good,i'll learn to live on my own...well actually i have to take care of my brother,but he is 17 and i guess i will just show him where to party ;p.I cant take any pictures of my outfits,or even my friends,because...ta-ta-raaaa : i broke my camera...I broke it! literally...well,shit happens ,i have to find a new one.
Lately im really into these feminine,delicate dresses..especially white ones,but still i love the dark colour and delicate fabrics.Also i love the really tough designs combined with girly details and vice versa.Theres a designer im in love with,she is really talented,her dresses are just amazing.Her name is Anna Pitchouguina.Shes Polish,she studied in Lodz,but now shes in the usa.Theres a site where you can buy her stuff ( www.cloudmine.pl ).When i was looking for my prom dress i contacted her,and you know what?shes really kind!she replied,said that she is happy that i like her dresses,and invited me to the fashion show ,told me when shes gonna open a boutique in Warsaw,and she was truelly happy that i wanted her dress for my prom ( but it didn't work ,coz my mother said im too fat for her dresses XD maybe she was right i don't know...but i'm pretty sure i didn't look skinny in the one i wore!!).Everytime she was going to put new stuff on cloudmine she wrote me on facebook.I think that's really nice,and make the ppl want to work with her!thats her site : www.pitchoguina.com and these are some of her designs.
















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I also like the Mawi jewellery( you can get it at Horn&More).It can give a spice to the outfit..and its not that expensive :)






Oh and the thing that im just crazy about right now,are the Karl Lagerfeld Headphones...I could die for them,i dont know how to get them but i just want them sooooo much!!

White Oleander

I watched my favourite movie yesterday.Im in love in it since it came out.Alison Lohman Plays Astrid,Michelle Pfeiffer her mother.Renee,Robyn and other play the step mothers.I just love the climate,like a half-dream,pictures are really delicate,the music biulds the atmosphere of a fairytale.I dont know,its actually a sad movie,but it calms me down so much.And i think its pretty.I hope some of you will watch it.I dont know if you have seen "The virgins suicide",but its similar to this one.i recommend both ;p.


and i love Alison Lohman.She is very beautiful,the delicate kind of beauty,and talented as hell.She knows how to play a kid, a bitch and a psycho.did i mention that she is beautiful ?

The end of something unique...

Fuck...
I just cant stop crying,propably like many of ppl right now.Alexander McQueen,my favourite designer,a person i admire the most since i really got into fashion is DEAD.And as the spokes person of his brand has informed the press- it was a suicide.
I cant believe it... there are some things that only he could come up with,his style was unique...the shoes he made...gooood...and i know its awful but i guess im crying after his talent.On the other hand,i didnt know him as a person,i could just admire his art.But it is such a loss....I hope he won't get forgotten...Such a talent...god ohhh fuck!!